Tuesday, May 25, 2010

BOREDOM&HATRED

today was a relief in a way.unexpectedly i found someone who could listen to my long list of sentiments.pero syempre yung about sa family ko lang ang nai-sharen ko which is an old issue that i kept within myself.e, kanino ko naman kasi sasabihin.i often listen to other people's story but when it comes to mine, either ako ang may ayaw or i felt like people seemed not to be interested with mine.yun bang, you'll open about your story and he or she would just say, "ahh.".puff, end of conversation..i had enough of those kaya naman seldom na lang ako magtry..

~i guess we were just bored kanina so we just talk about anything.but it was such a relief talaga.i guess, andun pa rin yung pain brought about the things that my MOTHER have said.masyado kasi yun masakit mas masakit pa kesa nung nakalimutan nila ang birthday ko.:(.it took me this long kasi nga gaya nung nasabi ko sa first paragraph, wala naman kasi ako mapagsabihan.hindi ko naman pwede sabihin sa mga kapatid ko kasi hindi naman yun sila nakakausap ng matino kapag seryoso ang usapan.how about my friends?well, i guess they're busy and i don't want to bother me for this little sentiments of mine.

~gusto ko na umuwi.promise..but that i can't do, not until i have it.:).so, i hope for the best.:)

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