this post would be a contrary on my post on facebook some time ago but i guess there's always an exception.:)
on my way back here, i've thought of this thing...MALAS BA TALAGA AKONG TAO? not in a way na i have really nothing.syempre, i'm blessed din naman compared sa ibang tao. what bothers me is that lahat na lang ng bagay involving me needs a catch. take for an instance, yung supposed trip.
~HINDI NAMAN TALAGA AKO MATALINO, NAG-AARAL LANG AKO NG MABUTI.:).but people would say, "hmm.pahumble ka lang".but the truth is hindi.compared to other people, olats na olats ako.i feel na yung level of thinking ko is not suited for my age.hindi dahil sa genius ako (na isang malaking HINDI)or what but its the other way around. i think, people my age (19) should be able to think and see things in a manner that holds credibility and very factual.syempre, parang para sa akin there are no more excuses thinking like a high schooler. i think, people my age should have full understanding of the course she have taken.ask me now?i don't even know how to turn a simple dish into a gourmet or what. i can't even hold a tray with glasses without shaking.now, is this what you call globally competitive individual?
~ALAM KO HINDI AKO MAGANDA PERO HINDI RIN NAMAN AKO PANGIT.:).when i was young, madalas ko sinasabi na pangit ako kasi para sa amin, kapag maganda ka, ibig sabihin may asawa ka.and at that age parang sin yun para sa amin.hehe.when i was young, i didn't really care how i looked.when i was young i didn't care if i'm fat, or if my hair is not straight.i had that mantra until 1st yr. high school i think.although people would compliment me, it didn't add to my confidence..what happened?nothing.nothing talaga.i don't know.parang suddenly i had this little confidence na, i'm cute.from then on, i would often refer to myself as cute..what about now?actually, depende sa mood ko..i think, every individual has their own definition of beauty..yung iba, sabi, nasa ugali daw ang tunay na kagandahan.pero admit it, sa mundong tulad nito, beauty is equal to PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES.aminin?as hurtful as that pero yan ang realidad..but i still believe na love would conquer all, gaya nung sa MMK.:)
~I WISHED I WAS SOMEONE.:(.when i was young due to insecurities, i wished i was someone else.i would imagine a girl i that has everything i don't have.TALENT, BEAUTY, INTELLIGENCE.i wish i had those..whenever, i'm in deep trouble, i wish i was someone else.naiinis kasi ako sa sarili bakit yung ibang tao parang andg dali dali ng buhay para sa kanila.hindi tulad ko parang kailangan ko talagang dumaan sa butas ng karayom.yun bang i couldn't be relaxed for so long.i have to even doubt when some good news comes or when i get things done easily.and it really sucks.:(
~MALDITA AKO PERO HINDI AKO MASAMANG TAO.:).in born na siguro yung kamalditahan ko.hehe.
~~sabi nila wala naman daw perfect na tao at naniniwala naman talaga ako dun.hirap nga lang akong intindihin kung bakit may mga tao naman na halos nasa kanila na ang halos lahat.yun bang ang mga problema madali lang nilang nalulusutan?pwede magtanong?nung nagsabog ba ng magandang personality ang kalangitan, tulog ang nanay ko?i hate what i'm feeling right now.parang bang insecure na insecure ako.pero wala naman kasi akong mapagsabihan.WALA..maybe a good night SLEEP will do.i hope so.:)
on my way back here, i've thought of this thing...MALAS BA TALAGA AKONG TAO? not in a way na i have really nothing.syempre, i'm blessed din naman compared sa ibang tao. what bothers me is that lahat na lang ng bagay involving me needs a catch. take for an instance, yung supposed trip.
~HINDI NAMAN TALAGA AKO MATALINO, NAG-AARAL LANG AKO NG MABUTI.:).but people would say, "hmm.pahumble ka lang".but the truth is hindi.compared to other people, olats na olats ako.i feel na yung level of thinking ko is not suited for my age.hindi dahil sa genius ako (na isang malaking HINDI)or what but its the other way around. i think, people my age (19) should be able to think and see things in a manner that holds credibility and very factual.syempre, parang para sa akin there are no more excuses thinking like a high schooler. i think, people my age should have full understanding of the course she have taken.ask me now?i don't even know how to turn a simple dish into a gourmet or what. i can't even hold a tray with glasses without shaking.now, is this what you call globally competitive individual?
~ALAM KO HINDI AKO MAGANDA PERO HINDI RIN NAMAN AKO PANGIT.:).when i was young, madalas ko sinasabi na pangit ako kasi para sa amin, kapag maganda ka, ibig sabihin may asawa ka.and at that age parang sin yun para sa amin.hehe.when i was young, i didn't really care how i looked.when i was young i didn't care if i'm fat, or if my hair is not straight.i had that mantra until 1st yr. high school i think.although people would compliment me, it didn't add to my confidence..what happened?nothing.nothing talaga.i don't know.parang suddenly i had this little confidence na, i'm cute.from then on, i would often refer to myself as cute..what about now?actually, depende sa mood ko..i think, every individual has their own definition of beauty..yung iba, sabi, nasa ugali daw ang tunay na kagandahan.pero admit it, sa mundong tulad nito, beauty is equal to PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES.aminin?as hurtful as that pero yan ang realidad..but i still believe na love would conquer all, gaya nung sa MMK.:)
~I WISHED I WAS SOMEONE.:(.when i was young due to insecurities, i wished i was someone else.i would imagine a girl i that has everything i don't have.TALENT, BEAUTY, INTELLIGENCE.i wish i had those..whenever, i'm in deep trouble, i wish i was someone else.naiinis kasi ako sa sarili bakit yung ibang tao parang andg dali dali ng buhay para sa kanila.hindi tulad ko parang kailangan ko talagang dumaan sa butas ng karayom.yun bang i couldn't be relaxed for so long.i have to even doubt when some good news comes or when i get things done easily.and it really sucks.:(
~MALDITA AKO PERO HINDI AKO MASAMANG TAO.:).in born na siguro yung kamalditahan ko.hehe.
~~sabi nila wala naman daw perfect na tao at naniniwala naman talaga ako dun.hirap nga lang akong intindihin kung bakit may mga tao naman na halos nasa kanila na ang halos lahat.yun bang ang mga problema madali lang nilang nalulusutan?pwede magtanong?nung nagsabog ba ng magandang personality ang kalangitan, tulog ang nanay ko?i hate what i'm feeling right now.parang bang insecure na insecure ako.pero wala naman kasi akong mapagsabihan.WALA..maybe a good night SLEEP will do.i hope so.:)
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