BACKFIRE..

my heart is clouded with too much negative energy nowadays...
gaining weight, pimples, hindi natuloy na trip, walang pera.now, tell me, sino ba naman ang hindi lalapitan ng negative energy and stuffs?

~WEIGHT GAIN: i wonder lang, ganun ba talaga kabagal ang metabolism ko at madali akong tumaba?parang nakaktakot kumain.pero what can i do? i'm just a human being and food is a need. even the law says so: article 111 BILL OF RIGHTS, sec.1: no person shall be deprived of life, liberty or property without due process of law nor shall any person be denied the equal protection of the laws...^anong konek?^..my stomach gets bigger and it really sucks.para kang buntis pero hindi naman..mas nakaka conscious sya actually.i don't intend to have a supermodel body, i just want a smaller tummy.that's it.no more no less..:).honestly, i don't really mind kaso people around me added pressure pa talaga.they would often say,a ng taba-taba mo na.sobrang bumababa talaga yung self esteem ko..and they won't say it once lang.parang when they see you they'd say it over and over and over again.

~PIMPLES: since this second semester, my pipmles are pasted on my forehead like leech.ayaw maalis.o kung maalis man babalik din afterwards..nakakainis na ngang tumingin sa salamin.panira sa itsura.hindi na nga makinis. may pimples pa?[poor].but i guess, partly the blame would go to sleeping late at night.:)

~PENNILESS: at the end of second semester,i've saved like abotu 3thousand? but now, there's nothing left..*lie*.ahm, i have 1thou left pero may pinaglalaanan na ako.for the first time since i've entered college, wala talaga akong pera.there were days na as in zero pesos talaga ako..UTUSAN kasi ako dito sa bahay, tigbili ng mga kung anu-ano, so if may barya, hindi ko na isinosoli.wait, before you raise your eyebrows, barya lang po as COINS.na minsan 2 pesos lang ang worth.yep, ganun na ako kahirap this days..and it's not funny. I PROMISE TO MYSELF, STARTING THIS SEM.MAGTITIPID NA TALAGA AKO NG MABUTI.AND I'LL STICK TO MY BUDGET NO MATTER WHAT..:)

~TRIP MAYHEM: this one really breaks my heart.alam mo yung, okay na lahat then all of a sudden, you'll receive a text message regarding the trip.ang daming catch.ito na siguro yung pinaka magulo na trip ever..yun bang, matatakot ka kapag may mareceive ka na text.kadalasan kasi bad news yun.but i've learned my lesson na from this.HUWAG MAGPADALA SA EGO.panira na EGO YAN.:(.and now we're paying for it.