year ender special..:))

as usual, can't find words to start this post..2009 has been quite good naman for me, but syempre hindi mawawala yung mga bad things.so, here's a review of what was my 2009..:))


ACADEMICS

first half of 2009 includes my 2nd yr., 2nd sem. life..it was really tiring because of the requirements for our off campus practicum.idagdag pa ang finals..:))

APRIL 2009- I had my off campus practicum sa GARDEN BAY RESTO. it was tiring but fun.

JUNE 2009- started my junior year.same school.same course.too late to back off..:)) mapapatay siguro ako ng nanay ko...puro minors ang subjects pero pamatay.pamatay ang mga guro.

nasubok din ang lakas ng loob.biruin mo ba namang magbenta ng cheese puffs? knowing me, mahiyain talaga ako.but got no choice or else hindi mauubos ang paninda.at pag nangyari yun, subject to net loss kami..engk, and no businessman would want that, kahit na ba char2x lang.hihi..:)) but thank goodness, natapos ang 10 cycles..:))hooray!

andyan din yung sales presentation. i still wonder, i've been with my classmates for almost 3yrs.na but still nakakapangatog pa rin magsalita in front of them..pero siguro one thing na nagustuhan ko sa activity na yun was the fact that i saw many great resorts sa mundo kahit na ba sa net lang.it inspired me to study hard para makapunta ako dun..grabe sa MALDIVES, panalo ang mga resorts..:))love it..:))

how could i forget, H/R ENGR., e kahit straight line hindi ako marunong magdraw.hehe, it was fun though kahit na ilang beses kami umulit sa baby FS:))

eto pa pala, sa lit111.biruin mo, music video? isa ako sa mga nag lead..nakakaloka talaga yun.it's a do or die..5 or inc.?either of the 2 ay hindi maganda..:(( but thank goodness, natapos na yun and received a good grade..tnx!

it ended quite good naman. to my surprise, maganda ang grade ko sa stat211.i wish it would do the same with business math (keepin' my fingers crossed)..but compared sa mga past semesters, malapit na akong mahulog sa bangin..:))

NOV.2009- second sem. na..at may acctg. na...musta naman yun?actually, we started very late talaga.ang dami pang times na walang klase..and sa pagbalik namin, tambak na tambak ang gawain..if true un, 2nd wk, midterm na?kumusta ang philos124 neto??
fearless forecast, madugo ang semester na ito..huhu..:((, thinking of that fact, give me chills talaga..ang laki ng chance na goodbye scholarship..:((
but of course, i wouldn't allow na matalo ng walang laban..of course, triple effort dapat..(hope lang mabalik ang dating gana sa pagstudy..:))


NON- ACAD.

during the PASIKLABAN, SHARP was declared as the over-all champ..yehey!
MS.REYNAGINE ABALOS, , was declared MS.USM 09..(critics?, bahala kau!!!)
our lake agco trip was at last, natuloy na rin..(see my facebook acct.for pix)


FAMILY

buo pa rin.and i hope we'll stay like that forever.

earlier part of this year, i had sort of tampo with them. they actually forgot my bday and remembered it on the 15th? i was hurt talaga but i guess time helped me to forget it..oops, i guess not forget it totally..nawala lang siguo yung tampo factor..

health wise, nagkasakit kami but not to the point na nahospital..

for the 3rd time, binaha nanaman kami pero madali lang.buti na nga lang at meron na kaming house B..:))still, it caused damaged pa rin..:))i hope that yun na yung last, kung pwede..;)) makastress kasi especially sa part ng mother ko..:)) and to make things worse, walang kuryente sa house A.no electric fan.:((


my relationship with my siblings is better now..:)) and i'm really glad..


LOVE

do i have ba?

WALA.

i wish i could utter this word to the one i love.."i believe we can be extraordinary together tha ordinary apart".but i guess it would be impossible..not tomorrow or the next year..
i guess, i somehow felt that being in a relationship right now wouldn't be the right thing.nakasanayan ko na ang buhay single..:)) i realized i'd like to finish school with a clean record..:)) saka na ako papasok sa ganoong estado kapag mayaman na ako. and why do i have this feeling na magiging old maid ako?hihi.:))

crushes?

c mr.P was the latest.hihi.rock en roll!!!!


FRIENDSHIP

I. 3-bshrm-c

since we're about 3 years na rin magkakasama, i guess we've graduated with the getting to know you stage.although, i'm still surprised with their attitudes,talents/skills sometimes.hehe..now, we know where to run on times that we need this and that.we know who are real friends are..i enjoy their company and i couldn't imagine myself being in other section..:))


II.PIPZ SQUAD

last dec.22 & 24 we met up..nag exchange gift pa nga kami..:)) we don't text a lot.nor chat with each other pero pag nagkita na parang hindi rin nagkalayo.same as before..i guess naka establish na kasi kami ng connection or whatever you may call it na kahit anong mangyari ang PIPZ ay PIPZ pa rin..:)) u'm so happy to have girlfriends like them..:))

~okay din naman ako sa iba pang cm8s nung hyskul.we still meet sometimes kapag breaks..:))


FINANCIAL STATUS

dahil sa mga sobra tuwing enrolment, malaki ang ipon ko pero kung wala yun hay, ewan na lang..naging magasto ako this at nakakainis yun.:((
pero in fairness, nakbili ako ng 2 pants..hihi.:))
at isa pa, may time na ako ang nagbayad ng boarding house ko at hindi ko na yun nirefund..:))

i just have to save more pa..andami ko pa kasi gustong bilhin at kung iaasa ko yun sa parents ko malamang pumuti na lang ang uwak ay hindi pa ako nagkakaron nun.isa lang naman ang inaasa ko sa kanila at alam na nila yun.kasi kung ako ang bibili nun, maglakad man ako mula CMMC hanggang CHEFS araw-araw, for sure hindi pa rin ako makakaipon maski kalahati nun..:))


PERSONALITY

nothing has change.same boring ME.
i'm trying to be strong.
i want to forget the old shayne who would cry in an instant the moment something went wrong..

pero someone said, i was trying too hard.:((

i really don't know.


whew!

to have a summary, idaan natin sa ganito:


BEST MOMENT/s:

○sales presentation..:))
○lake agco
○stat211


WORST MOMENT/s

○forgotten bday.:((
○naudlot na PC
○forgotten promises


whatever happened nung 2009, i just have to accept and learn to forget and forgive..ahm, wait let me restate that. it's hard kasi to say na forget.ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na hirap makalimot..whatever bad that happened to me, learn from it na lang and for the good ones, do better.



HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!!!!

:))

REVIEW and others.:D

hmmm..where would i begin? i want to let out every single emotion that i'm feeling right now..

you: agooy, here she go again...magdrama na pud na xa?

me: MAY TAMA KA! pabayaan na lang gud ako..hihi.

i like to eat tempura, yung sa open line.yummy! pati sauce..i think it's a mixture of soy sauce, sugar, vinegar and pepper, i'm not so sure lang.hula lang..i do want to be chef.i like foods kaso mukhang hindi ako ipinanganak para maging chef..pero pwede rin naman sigurong madevelop..leaders nga nadedevelop, chefs pa?<ipagpilitan ba?>...matagal ko na narealize, i like to be a BARISTA more than a BARTENDER.in the first place i don't drink alcoholic beverage naman kasi..secondly, i find coffee interesting.parang if you dig deeper and love it by heart, you could see the true beauty of coffee..actually, lately ko lang uli nabuhay yung craze about coffee..napanuod ko kasi sa Jessica Soho yung about sa art sa coffee..amazing kasi sya and malaki rin ang sahod sa ibang bansa..so ayun, naisip ko, if i wont make it big with culinary then i think i'll focus with coffeology..hihi.SANA NAMAN, LUMABAS NA YUNG TALENT KO, KUNG MERON MAN.I HOPE I COULD EXCEL MASKI ISA MAN LANG NA AREA SA COURSE KO!!!

anyway, i've read Kapitan Sino...just don't ask where did i managed to get a copy.hihi..it was okay naman..bandang huli nga lang ay ang sarap ipakain sa demon fox yung mga taga Pelaez (jan yung setting)..matapos na ang lahat lahat ng pinaggagawa ni Kapitan Sino ay nagawa pa nila itong ipakulong.. mantakin nyu bang pati ang Lung Cancer ng asawa ni aling ewan e isinisi nya kay Rogelio Manlicmot a.k.a Kapitan Sino..at eto pa, nung nagkaroon ng blood testing, syempre ang dugo ni Rogelio ang natatanging makakapagpapagaling o antidote kumbaga..kaya ayun, halos maubos na ang dugo nya...at sabi pa nung isang residente, "sige Rogelio, tumulong ka naman, bumawi ka!"..tama ba yun? hindi pala madali maging isang superhero..at wala naman akong balak..nung binabasa ko yun, naawa ako kay Rogelio...i remembered what Doraemon said, "hindi porket kaya mo gawin ang isang bagay ay dapat mo na 'tong gawin"..sa kagustuhan nyang tumulong at maibahagi ang kanyang kakayahan, nagulo ang simple nyang pamumuhay..althoug i'm not encouraging people not to help...ang pangit na ng world nun!di ba? we don't need superpowers to help other people..kahit sa mga simpleng bagay lang (self-exclamatory ay este explanatory diay!:D)

i'll be home..i don't know if i should be excited..knowing na binaha nanaman kami...what's happening to stonefort city ba?will it be the next Atlantis?? ABANGAN....buyag!

oops, we had a psychology exam nung thursday...basta ang sagot ko mostly B or D..hihi, whatever!

malapit na ang Midterm..makapasa kaya kami neto sa History?we had a quiz this morning..syempre, SURPRISE quiz sya...at syempre wala din kami nakastudy..okay pa ang sa no.1, machurva pa sya, pero sa 2., China na lang ang tama ko..T_T...


i just need someone to talk to right now..about anything.,hihi

gosh! sales presentation...wala pa talaga ako nakastart...SONEVA FUSHI! FANTASTIC! EXPERIENCE INTELLIGENT LUXURY!

I think i had enough..marami pa sana akong gusto sabihin kaso hindi pwede ay mali, hindi tama na sabihin ko pa...i'd rather keep it to myself..mas mabuti na yung ganun..hihi.:D

oops.i would like to congratulate my classmate, Ms. Reynagine Abalos, 1st runner up, Mutya ng M'lang...hihi.i'm so proud, may friend ako na beauty queen..hala! it's a sign, walang curse ang 3-BSHRM-C..BACKSTAGE NO MORE!DAPAT! SHAKERA!SHAKERA!



BY:

ME.:D

OMG.tapos na ang summer!

summer's over na talaga. actually, medyo may katagalan na nga.kung tutuusin nga dapat last week ko pa ito dapat nagawa kaso nasuspend kasi ang klase dahil sa swine flu na yan.panay na rin nga ang buhos ng ulan.

my summer's been the same. except sa practicum ko sa davao, i just stayed the rest of my summer sa house doing the same stuffs i used to do: t.v marathon, sleep, imagine and so on.unfortunately, hindi ko na na-dye yung mga white shirts. i almost forgot, one thing that was new sa summer ko was being the nanny of our pet cat- PUTI. .whew!

nalibang din ako sa panunuod ng dvd: ouran high school host club, special a, boys over flowers, myself;yourself, sugar. ouran and special a were the best. it gave me the nice feeling of being in love.that week was the most romantic week i had. pero gaya nga ng mga pelikula at palabas sa tv at mga pahina sa libro, lahat may katapusan. then again, bumalik ako sa realidad ng buhay. sa mapait na realidad. i was not confined with the ideal romance of the animes. even then, i was aware that it would not happen to me. like i said in my past blog, my ideal man needs a woman with a great personality which unfortunately i don't have..

omg. di ba sabi ko, i'll get rid of these fats. e, mukha mas nadagdagan pa. kawawa naman ang katawan ko. exercise! yes exercise and that's exactly my problem. i'm too lazy to do that. i woke up usually at around 8am. sino pa ba gaganahan dun?ang laki-laki na ng bilbil ko.too bad! kelangan ko na talagang magpapayat! investment din naman un di ba? sa mapanghusgang lipunan meron tayo, of course mas malaki ang job opportunity sa mga payat. i don't want to be sexy[hindi bagay sa image ko..hehe] as with all the perfect churva, just enough. for health purposes na rin.


omg.no signs of improvement sa buhok ko.mukha pa ring basura.hehe..i'll try the natural way daw beh, tingnan natin kung epektib..

omg.looking back, nanghihinayang ako sa perang pinang-load ko. mapa alltxt man o unli.pareho din naman, parang katxt ko lang din sarili ko..wala naman akong nakausap na maayos. kung meron man, panakanaka lang.mga isa o dalawang reply lang, offline mode nanaman o di kaya out of coverage..i have nothing against them naman, kahit papaano nagmature na rin ang isip ko. it's not their rensposibility anyway..actually, nasa trial mode na rin ako nun e, mukhang masaya naman.,heto, may natuklasan ako: HINDI PORKET MAY NAGTXT SA 'YO E, GUSTO KA NILA KATXT.

omg.maraming natira sa pera ko nung practicum pati nung enrolment pero hindi ako gaanong gumasta.hindi rin naman kasi panay ang laag ko kasama ang mga kaibigan ko nung hayskul.nung mga nakaraan kasi, dun nauubos ang pera ko o di kaya sa mga kung anu-anong walang kwentang bagay..it's a nice sign!eto na kaya ang road to richness?


omg.tamad pa rin ako.MOM(atik lang.MAMANG pala.), DAD(atik lang.PAPANG pala.) sorry for not being a big help sa house.minsan kasi nagdadalawang isip ako kung tutulong ba ako o hindi. minsan kasi, natatakot ako kasi baka isipin nyu na may gusto akong ipabili or what. pero nakokonsensya talaga ako.. dapat medyo hayahay na nga kayo dahil malalaki na kami at hindi na kailangan pang sundan ang bawat galaw..little by little, i'll do my part.promise!

omg.war nanaman kami ng kapatid ko.sabi ko kasi chicken sandwich ang binili nya donuts! magkakaayos din kami.sooner!i hope so!

omg.napansin ko lang, hindi ako laagan nung summer..yung, overnight namin ng pipz ang pinakamajor tas minor naman last friday with jana,dar and pem..wala naman akong issue.medyo nanibago lang ako ng kaunti, usually kasi hindi ka na magkandaugaga sa paglalakwatsa. siguro nga dahil sa may kanya-kanya na kaming mga commitment.iba na ang buhay na aming tinatahak..hindi na kami yung mga hayskulers ng LHS.sa ngayon, nasa iba't ibang lugar na kami..iba't ibang landas..the one we had last friday was really nice. i can laugh?


omg.THIRD YEAR na ako. still can't believe it. ang bilis ng panahon..sobrang bilis, halos hindi ko na masabayan..i hope, i could be a real 3rd year student.meaning, i hope i could be knowledgeable enough..i wasted my 2years..sana kung ano man ang matutunan ko, maretain yun sa utak ko forever.pano na lang yan kung pagkatapos ng bawat semester, nawawala yung mga napag aralan ko.para ko na ring itinapon sa basurahan o sa putikan ang bawat sentimong ibinayad ko..pano ako magiging mayaman neto kung wala naman tatanggap sa akin dahil wala akong alam.wake up shayne! this is a wake up call for you!ikaw rin, ayaw mo bang maranasan na scratch paper mo na lang ang pera? think about it!GOOD LUCK SHAYNE!

HIM○TIMES THREE!

for the past, past weeks where people seemed to be in "ignore-me"(note:guni2xko lang yan!) mode, naging abala ako sa panunuod ng mga piniratang dvd ng anime at koreanovela.opo,inaamin ko, tumtatangkilik ako sa mga pirata. kaya siguro hindi ako kinuha dun sa commercial na AKO MISMO.oh, well that's not the topic. my sister and i were really hooked. ang sarap mainlove dahil doon. that week was the most romantic week i had. nakakahawa ang romance. iba talaga pag animes, parang lahat ng imposibleng bagay pwede at ang ending ay always happy.sa bagay, kung hindi happy malamang ay wala ng manunuod. at dahil sa kapapanuod ko nung mga dvds, muli nanamang nabuhay ang idea ko tungkol sa aking ideal man.yah, you read it right, i do have this ideal man.siyempre naman!

♦♦♦


HIM # 1: TAMAKI SUOU


he's the mind behind the OURAN HIGH SCHOOL- HOST CLUB, THE KING ( oftenly called, MY LORD by the HITACHIIN TWINS) himself. TAMAKI SUOU. he's the only son of the superintendent of the school. 75% of the customer designates him as their host. Tamaki is undoubtedly handsome ( he's HALF-FRENCH, HALF-JAPANESE) but not his face that captured my heart, but the way he cares for Haruhi. i really like episode 8?, yung nasa beach sila. pinaka gusto ko dun na part is yung nasa loob sila ng room at kumulog (takot dun si Haruhi). i liked what he said to Haruhi, something like

"don't worry, from now on hindi ka na mag iisa".

at the end of the story, walang nakalagay kung nagkatuluyan ba sila o hindi. actually, Tamaki is not aware na mahal niya si Haru-chan more than that fatherly churva. based sa nabasa ko, sa manga daw, chapter 67 pa niya nalaman yung true feelings nya. i really hope that they would end up together.kudos!


aside from Tamaki, the other host club members are lovable too[ haninozuka mitsukuni, morinozuka takashi, hiyachiin kaoru, hitachiin hikaru, ootori kyouya].hehe, but for me Tamaki's the best.

i envy Haruhi for having Tamaki and the rest of the host club around her. i envy her for having people(?) like them whose always ready to give her a hand and willing to protect her and her secret..

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HIM #2: TAKISHIMA KEI





the successor of the Takishima Group churva.

the all time rank 1 of the Hakusen Academy and mostly, Hikari's long time rival. i was happy that i bought this one. honestly, i have no idea what SPECIAL A is all about. just like other characters, he's quiet and you don't know what's running in his mind. i like the way she protects Hikari. just like nung nasa Saiga mansion sila, and Yahiro was about to kiss Hikari, parang nawala sa sarili niya si Kei. many times na naging knight in shining armor siya ni Hikari. i can't forget the episode where he was sick and Hikari was about to leave because she thought na hindi makakapagpahinga si Kei pag andun siya, he protested. sabi niya, hindi na lang daw siya matutulog kasi pag gising niya, wala na raw si Hikari (spoiler: opcorz, hindi umalis si Hikari.=c). he's sweet, i remember nung gumawa si Hikari ng rice balls, hindi yun masarap pero kinain niya pa rin. according to him, ginawa yun ni Hikari para sa kanya kaya kakainin niya yun. marami siyang pamatay na linya! pramis, hindi po ako nagsisinungaling! i like him because he could show his love without being too cheesy! di ba nakakaumay naman kasi yung sobra sobrang pagka romantic..

i also like tadashi karino. i really do! how could you resist this guy pag ganito na

" don't go, just stay with me".

TAGAM! pati si Akira natunaw ang puso! they're a good pair too!

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HIM #3: GU JUN PYO (LEE MIN-HO)



well, this might be sound OA pero he made it to my heart e. so i simply don't care!


it was his beautiful smile that captured my heart.. i like him the way he is.i like one scene where he eats ramen kina jan di, hehe. his smile simply lightens my world(?).joke!


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CONCLUSION:

sure, yung mga tipo nila ang IDEAL MAN ko.

but i know,walang darating na ganun. my ideal man needs a girl with a GREAT
PERSONALITY which unfortunately i don't have, in fact exact opposite pa.

and i don't have plans to be like that. malabong mangyari! i envy the girls they love. they don't need to do anything! effortless. kudos to them(?)!

i don't pity myself for having a personality like this.wala lang! i get kilig with their love stories but i don't expect on having the same as theirs.promise talaga! masarap lang kasi sa pakiramdam hearing stories like that, di ba? it would give you the hope na there are still guys existing tulad nila Tamaki. sana nga meron! pero kung wala naman, choks lang din!no problemo!

aside from reliving my ideal man churva, i learned a little Japanese too! hehe. kawaii!

xyn!

NO FARE!

Saturday.FEBRUARY 21,2009.
-should be a happy day since i'll be going home to stonefort city..aside from this, there's a bonus since MONDAY is declared a holiday, i'll have a not-so-long-2-day vacay.di ba?ang saya.!
-BUT DUE TO UNFORTUNATE EVENT?would i call that event?or should i say the truth.ahem.ahem.LET ME RESTATE WHAT I'VE TYPED. -BUT DUE TO MY UNFORTUNATE STUPIDITY THAT OCCURRED THAT TIME, it was quite ruined...OK,PARA MAKARELATE KAYO, I'LL TELL YOU THE WHOLE STORY UNCUT.YEAH, UNCUT!

-since i wasn't allowed to take the last trip, i went home, on a saturday..as excited,as always.i packed my things on the friday night..i packed my chargers,my pencil case,my rubik's,my baunans,my usb,my i.d,my comb,and of course my PLANNER where i put my allowance..ok.seems i've packed all the things i needed.it was all okay not until.. -i planned to take the 8am trip.after getting my self groomed.i'm ready to go! i saw the aircon bus passed so i immediately rode a tricycle to catch it..okay! fortunately, nakaabot naman!..eto na! siksikan pagdating ko, so nakipagsiksikan din ako.buti may vacant pa...dun ako nakaupo sa may tabi ng bintana..hmmm..sa wakas!i already texted my mother na nakasakay na ako...

time to get my MONEY from the planner para ready na..just when i opened it.tadaaah! ZERO.maski isang kusing wala.total ZERO BALANCE..just then i remembered that my money was on my lalagyan ng atm.i forgot to get the p500 since i used my allowance to pay for that HRM day!..luckily,meron pa naman akong p100 kasi hindi ako nakainternet nung friday night.unluckily, ang problema, kulang..pinamasahe ko sa tricycle ung p6..so naghanap pa ako sa bags ko..kulang na nga lang, iyugyug ko ung mga bag na dala ko patiwarik, pero sa kasawiang palad, tumataginting nA PISO[pero meron pa ako p4 sa purse ko] lang ang nahanap ko..so,total money ko was p105..kulang ng p3..rattled na ako.paano na yan?ayoko namang bumaba kasi gusto ko na umuwi.hihi.xP

- i was thinking too hard.pero wala talaga e.so ang ginawa ko muna, tingin sa kaliwa.tingin sa likod.tingin sa kanan.at tingin sa harap.nagbabakasakaling may kakilala.MANGHIHINGI SANA AKO.i have no choice.huhu.super poor me! kaso malas! maski isa wala talaga ako kakilala..puro mga STRANGERS!

-i looked at my katabi.mukha namang mabait at hindi masungit.kaso tulog! patay!andyan na si manong kundoktor..

kundoktor: asa ka?
me: cotabato ho sp!

sabay bigay ng ticket.may butas yung sa 100 at 8, so p108 pa rin ang pamasahe.wala pa ring binaba..HONESTLY, I WAS THINKING NA MAGPA MIDSAYAP NA LANG THEN I'LL TAKE VAN FROM THERE.MAS MURA KASI ATA.ANG KASO UMANDAR YUNG KATAMARAN KO.KAYA AYUN.NAGPUMILIT NA PA COTABATO PA RIN KAHIT KULANG ANG PAMASAHE.
-ayun na nga.may ticket na ako kaya it's my responsibility na magbayad ng TAMA! at dahil hindi naman ako likas na palakaibigan, i took me many times to speak up with my busmate..pero kailangan.kay eto na!

me:(nervous)...ma'am, excuse me po. pwede po humingi ng favor?pwede ho makahingi ng p3.00, kulang ho kasi yung pero ko.naiwan ko ho kasi yung pera ko sa room ko.....AND THE REST NG MGA SINABI KO, HINDI KO NA MAALALA..
busmate:ah, o sige.bakit hindi mo ako ginising?eto o p5.00 sa'yo na..
me: (shy,shy pa) ah, THANK YOU ho talaga ma'am.thank you po talaga!
busmate:ok lang.ganyan naman talaga tayo minsan..

whew!salamat sakto na at may sobra pa ako na p2.00.ang saya! i was really thankful to that woman.she infact offered to give me p10.00, pamasahe ko daw pauwi ng bahay..i refused of course, nakakahiya naman and my parents would fecth me naman... i was really shy and frustrated.and i want to punch myself with that stupidity!muli ko namang ipinamalas ang katangahan ko...agggh!how could i forget it! **** me! ano na lang kung wala akong dala maski piso tapos may ticket na ako? anyway.it's no use.nangyari na...

LESSON LEARNED: check everything talaga!and PRESENCE OF MIND pleeassse!

p.s sorry gwapz, wala ako kabili pasalubong...zero jud! next time na lang...hihi


xoxo, walang pamasahe!