i've been thinking about this post for weeks but couldn't come up with the right topic. i want to get out with my usual emoish topics...so, now where do i start?
this summer has been the most frustrating summer ever.marami masyadong nangyari.sa sobrang dami, hindi na kayang idaan sa luha para maibsan yung sakit.the only choice you have was to accept it or else malamang nasiraan na ako ng bait.there has been changes na sobrang nakakaloka at nakakadurog ng damdamin.
i've made decisions that could make or break me.
~YOU: whoever you are.i'm so sorry again.it has been months na rin but i guess everything between us is still not okay.i'll wait for the right time that you could talk to me.ang dami kong gustong sabihin at ipaliwanag but i guess when that time comes, you won't need it na.i regret the moment i said that but NOW, looking back, given the same situation, i guess i'd still do the same.bihira ko lang panindigan ang pasya ko, most often, binabawi ko rin kasi hindi ko kaya.i don't know if yung mga kamalasan na dinanas ko this summer has a connection pero wala akong magagawa.it's the consequence of my action that i need to face with my head held high.hehe.
~WEIGHT:well, unconsciously i guess its my choice.i had a choice, MAG-EXERCISE o MAUPO na lang sa tabi.sayang nga lang,hindi ko natapos yung nasimulan ko.for weeks, sumama ako sa tatay ko magJOGGING.kaso, here comes yung earthfill thingy..ilang summer na ang nagdaan and i often thought na summer is the time.the time para pumayat.pero heto ako, mataba at tumataba.i have a choice naman e, TO STAY FAT or TO LOOSE MY FATS.hehe..i guess, i have to choose the option that would help me land a job{hala, ano eto.?}.hate to admit it pero sa malupit na society na ito, mas maganda nga naman kung payat ka lalo na't hotel&resto industry ang gusto kong pasukin.hate to admit it, mas kinikilingan ang mga PAYAT.at dahil gusto ko magkatrabaho, by hook or by crook,hehe.:D.i won't promise na, nauumay na rin ako dun.as always.HOPE FOR THE BEST.!fighting!
~PRENDS: or FRIENDS? this summer, i had felt of being betrayed.hehe.although wala nanaman yung feeling na yun.anyways, matagal na rin naman yun and i won't get any merit on holding grudges unto them..yun nga lang, i think may lamat na sya.naisip ko tuloy, are we really friends or what?
~THE ME: i have always envy people who has great, super duper great personality.i envy them in a way na parang ang dali lang nilang lusutan ang mga problema.dunno.basta, can't explain. BUT AS MUCH AS I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM, I JUST REALLY CAN'T.AND THAT'S THE FACT I HAVE TO ACCEPT.:)
~GOODBYES:got to say goodbye to free internet browsing na.hehe.got to say goodbye to free meals.got to say goodbye to my fave past time..tada!WATCHING T.V.got to say goodbye to my beloved and can't live without electric fan...in less than 24 hours, i'll be traveling back na and relived my school life.boring and tiring it may seem but got no choice.hihi.:D
~THINGS WILL FALL IN THEIR PROPER PLACES AT THE RIGHT TIME.:D,`and that's what keep me GOING.
this summer has been the most frustrating summer ever.marami masyadong nangyari.sa sobrang dami, hindi na kayang idaan sa luha para maibsan yung sakit.the only choice you have was to accept it or else malamang nasiraan na ako ng bait.there has been changes na sobrang nakakaloka at nakakadurog ng damdamin.
i've made decisions that could make or break me.
~YOU: whoever you are.i'm so sorry again.it has been months na rin but i guess everything between us is still not okay.i'll wait for the right time that you could talk to me.ang dami kong gustong sabihin at ipaliwanag but i guess when that time comes, you won't need it na.i regret the moment i said that but NOW, looking back, given the same situation, i guess i'd still do the same.bihira ko lang panindigan ang pasya ko, most often, binabawi ko rin kasi hindi ko kaya.i don't know if yung mga kamalasan na dinanas ko this summer has a connection pero wala akong magagawa.it's the consequence of my action that i need to face with my head held high.hehe.
~WEIGHT:well, unconsciously i guess its my choice.i had a choice, MAG-EXERCISE o MAUPO na lang sa tabi.sayang nga lang,hindi ko natapos yung nasimulan ko.for weeks, sumama ako sa tatay ko magJOGGING.kaso, here comes yung earthfill thingy..ilang summer na ang nagdaan and i often thought na summer is the time.the time para pumayat.pero heto ako, mataba at tumataba.i have a choice naman e, TO STAY FAT or TO LOOSE MY FATS.hehe..i guess, i have to choose the option that would help me land a job{hala, ano eto.?}.hate to admit it pero sa malupit na society na ito, mas maganda nga naman kung payat ka lalo na't hotel&resto industry ang gusto kong pasukin.hate to admit it, mas kinikilingan ang mga PAYAT.at dahil gusto ko magkatrabaho, by hook or by crook,hehe.:D.i won't promise na, nauumay na rin ako dun.as always.HOPE FOR THE BEST.!fighting!
~PRENDS: or FRIENDS? this summer, i had felt of being betrayed.hehe.although wala nanaman yung feeling na yun.anyways, matagal na rin naman yun and i won't get any merit on holding grudges unto them..yun nga lang, i think may lamat na sya.naisip ko tuloy, are we really friends or what?
~THE ME: i have always envy people who has great, super duper great personality.i envy them in a way na parang ang dali lang nilang lusutan ang mga problema.dunno.basta, can't explain. BUT AS MUCH AS I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM, I JUST REALLY CAN'T.AND THAT'S THE FACT I HAVE TO ACCEPT.:)
~GOODBYES:got to say goodbye to free internet browsing na.hehe.got to say goodbye to free meals.got to say goodbye to my fave past time..tada!WATCHING T.V.got to say goodbye to my beloved and can't live without electric fan...in less than 24 hours, i'll be traveling back na and relived my school life.boring and tiring it may seem but got no choice.hihi.:D
~THINGS WILL FALL IN THEIR PROPER PLACES AT THE RIGHT TIME.:D,`and that's what keep me GOING.
