WHITE SAND.:D

almost 3 weeks and counting.and i'm missing the people and things i left back home very much.:))))..T_T..,imagine, i'll be home by february next year.c'mon!but shayne is of no-suicidal tendencies here.it's just 3 months.i'm making the most out of here for i know this could be my first and last time here in BORA, except for the drinking part.no alcohol please!..

CASH.cash is what i need para tuloy-tuloy ang ligaya.give about 5 thousand so i could have my shopping-spree, glass bottom boat, zorb, parasailing, fly fish, island hopping and etc.hehe.:))).my momma would probably disown me.haha.:P


SHORE.where the boys are.:P.joke lang..no boy-hunting here for me..why?cause i don't want to.:D.the shore is nice.not that white though.the SEA.pwe! maalat.haha.HAPDI!


CHICKEN&FISH: that's all i have..i'm just thankful that my friends are considerate of me.i know how much they love pork..i deeply appreciated it much..:P


TEXTING:on leave mode.hehe..I FIND IT kinda WEIRD now!i just can't express myself through texting..baka mag some text missing kasi.:).i'm not really the TALKER (**see older post for a clearer explanation) in personal.i'm much more the listener..i love listening to the stories of other people.[o, chismosa lang talaga ako.hehe]..or maybe, i find my life not so interesting to share.hehe.i just hope i could find someone who could listen to my story ng buong puso.:P.yun bang interesado naman siyang pakinggan ako..



FIT TO POST:char lang!haha..hmmm.i always wanted to be understood..i try the hardest to be understood.and it gives me chills whenever people misunderstood me.huhu.it's really tiring though.nakakapagod magpaintindi sa mga tao.:::some times, i think i can't be myself..i can't be myself cause i might hurt people around me.i can't say what i wan't cause they might misinterpret it..oh well.


19years, NBSB: and still counting.haha..if i had any plans, oo.meron naman.kung may darating.yun nga lang ang problema..i'm not waiting for a lloydie-ish or a gujunpyo look a like.just someone who loves, understands and can take care of me.someone who would not be at ease when i am sick.someone who would cheer me up when i am sad.someone who is happy to make me happy.someone who would scold whenever i skipped meals.someone whom i could talk all day long about anything under the sun.someone whom i could talk about ISLAM.someone whom i could watch romantic and comedy films with.someone who could teach my how to ride a bicycle..someone whom I COULD JUST BE SHAYNE when i'm with him..is that too much to ask?hehe.:D




I DON'T WANT TO BE A SUPERSTAR THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO. I'D RATHER BE A NORMAL ONE AT LEAST I KNOW WHO ARE THE PEOPLE WHO WOULD STICK TO ME WHEN THINGS GO TOPSY-TURVY.:D.
i hope to be understood and loved truly by the people around me.:)




~shayne.:))))